Monday, September 8, 2008

My wish...


If only money grew on trees, I'd probably buy myself a new car...but since it's not that easy...I'll settle na lang for a used one or what we call today as second hand. It'll be just as nice also. I just want to have a car, because it's hard for me to hop in and out of the van by it's nerf side step and just because the maintainance is quite higher unlike if it's just an ordinary car. I love to drive around. When my son drives for me I always tend to feel panicky. As a child I grew up in a very simple environment, that's why by merely looking at beautiful things...it can already be a joy for me. I don't have to have everything I wish and I want because I am now seriously wanting to save for the future. I always think now how life will be tomorrow. And now also, I choose to be more productive than ever. I can let a lot of things go and laugh and redo my past mistakes. The fear of my previous failure never stop me from trying new things and finding time to stretch beyond my comfort zone is a new endeavor for me.

I don't usually make a list of New Year's Resolution because I always end up breaking it. I just wish to be a better person. Will try to get rid of negative thoughts that only ruin myself and get the better of me in the end. Senseless effort and misbehavior...and the most important one is...will not let anybody to sway my decision and not to be hoodwinked by anyone again.

Nice to be with young people...

Last night C prodded me to go out of my room, just because she wanted me to say hi to her high-school friends. She went to visit Cher because Melissa's debut is in the offing and they have to discuss details about the program. And since nobody knew where we are living right now, they took C home. When I went out and greeted them ayun wala ng prenong kwentuhan. Cher, a rapid speaker that she was that night...had so many stories to tell. Mahal ko na 'tong mga batang ito. Sila yung popcorn babies ko dahil popcorn lang (and crispy shrimp crackers) ang ihain ko sa kanila eh solve na sila at nakangiti na. With Cher, Kristine, and Luigi...bitin ang kwentuhan namin. Cher, I've learned is taking up BS Nursing...Kristine is majoring in Marketing at PUP, and Luigi is mastering in IT. I just wish na maging succesful silang lahat in the future, career-wise.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

A night out and exhaustion to the max!


A friend of mine who owns a grill and resto bar make lambing to me to visit her and at the same time the singer who happens to be my friend also make lambing na bumisita ako sa place. Though I am not much of a night person, but I did for friendship sake. That was last Friday. I went right after Asero and sad to leave while Dyesebel was about to start. You can call me mababaw , I don't care...I just love to watch every episodes. The gig has stated it's first set and about to end when I walked in. Julie the lead-vocalist of Innermost (I call them The Alzheimers group, in jest) saw me, waved and a new one (Rachele) was there also to fit in because Cesar was absent that night. I grew sleepier as the hours went by but managed to enjoy the evening. They have different quality voice but I found Julie more classy than Rachele who happened to sing a Shakira with bravado. Sad to say she has the tendency to overdo stage spiels na ala-gay...but the group brought the house down (?) when Gary Lim was called on stage to join. He sang an Aegis song, Luha...and another by Freestyle...Bakit ngayon ka lang...
We went home exactly at 4:37 in the morning...at 5:00am I was home but still awake groping in the kitchen to cook for my daughter who have to leave at 6 in the morning for their Manila Zoo trip. I happened to squeezed myself in bed a little time getting a nap when I heard my phone ringing. It was Saturday na and I have to rushed in the bathroom for a quick bath to catch up my 8am appointment for a tripping sked with a broker. We visited the Highland Points in Antipolo, also Mission Hills...nice place and overlooking but sad to say I hate to build a house on the hilly mountains or cliff area. I remember the sad fate of Cherry Hill Subdivision, now a ghost town according to hear-say. I can't imagine putting our life at risk. The location is very enticing and beautiful but definitely I don't like to live there. We're done past 11am. I tagged Nila, an agent who is a friend/relative to my next destination. I told her that I should go straight to Tatala where Julie the singer lives. Naawa siguro sa akin so she tagged along, since it was the 7th year birthday of Julie's first baby. Shucks, grabe ang layo pala non and napakatarik ng lugar...omg...hirap umakyat...buti na lang may tricycle...mahal ang bayad...pero okey lang...kesa maglakad. We ate and after a few kumustahan we left in different route na shortcut. But the sad part was we have to go on foot. My goodness buti na lang naka-Havaianas ako...not skidding...but I was so afraid na maputol ang strap...sayang mahal pa naman. I managed to arrive home in one piece. I immediately dozed off as soon as my back touched my bed. I slept my exhaustion away. Nang magising ako disoriented pa rin ako sa sobrang pagod ng isip ko and lack of decent sleep...omg...ayoko ng ulitin pa yun, parang feeling bangag pala pag walang tulog...I was afraid when something's building up at the back of my nape...buti na lang at di ako inatake ng hypertension ko that day. Won't allow that to happen again next time. Daig pa ang nagdrugs...sleep is very important for a healthier mind I guess.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Here's to you!


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Happy 35th Birthday to my very good friend Angela...
May you have many more birthdays to come...and wishing you the best of everything.
**hugs**

Friday, September 5, 2008

Set a good example...

It is very important to learn and practice simple basic courtesies...such as a simple "thank you", "please", "you're welcome" and "I appreciate it very much". It shows our etiquette and good manners. Showing our politeness to others in effect shows how much respect we have for them, and in return it will also be given back to us.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Early morning pig out...


Morning routine what else? Cooked rice and looking for what I have to prepare now. I saw 6 chunks of chicken in the freezer. I marinated the meat with fish sauce and dash of calamansi. Heat the oil and fried it...voila I tasted a bit and I decided to pig out on one big chunk. And gulped a glass of hot Blackcurrant Bracer. Di ko napigil eh. Yummy.

PS/ Saw in the monitor, the clock says it's 4:55am and am sure I woke up at 3:00 but when I posted my entry for today it says 1:35pm. Wow I think I have to find ways to fix this up. I don't think I like this error. But for now I am dozing off. Will sign out first and go back to bed. I want some sleep pa. Will be right back after some hours of morning nap. Why not?!

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Metamorphism...



I am a proud mother of my daughter who is an active member of their school choir (kaya naman pati ako eh pnagbo-vocalize niya...mi-hi-hi-hi-yo-ho-ho-ho-ho) and lithurgical dance group. When she's younger she's so clammy that's why I am proud that she has come out of her shell. As a sophomore HRM student, and a dean's lister (hopefully ma-maintain niya)at that, they are entitled to attend different seminars in and out of the country. They are scheduled to have one in Singapore this month, then in Hongkong and one in the US. They are so privileged. Getting visas' one of the hardest part of going out of the country, but with their course it's something na talagang anticipated na. They have to observe a lot on dining preparations, food and bev presentation and even around the kitchen. Everything that involves in gourmet cooking and preparations. Ang dating baby namin ay dalaga na...good thing she really absorbs everything. And with all of this, I always feel blest!

More of joys than pain...


My son who's been very much inclined to music, and sometimes going home with soaked tee and with wedgies...after playing with his skateboard in nearby subdivision...has lately shifted into something new. Kaya pala he had asked me some money, he just bought stuff from Toby's. Bumili siya ng raketa at net ng pingpong. And later on surprised me that he was chosen to compete for municipal meet, and that was yesterday. "Mama, I'm on the varsity in table tennis!" And I went...wow naman anak, galingan mo ha, give your best shot. Win or lose I'm with you! Although I knew na mabilisan ang pagcompete niya I am sure, win or lose, it's still challenging. Imagine kung sino nagtrain sa kanya, a player friend who once compete also and won a lot. And also Sister whose name escaped and I still can't remember. Magaling si Sister sa table tennis and imagine a nun playing di ba kakaiba?!Hindi yata siya nanalo but then anyway I like him better in music.
I remember also some 8 years ago when I would drive very early at 5am, together with my sibling and a sis-in-law to play wall tennis sa lumang Robinson's just beside Tropical (Santa Lucia). May baon pa kaming hot pandesal, butter and liver sausage with matching hot coffee in a thermos. Wow magpapawis ba and then pigged out later. Hahaha! Naku hindi ako tumagal...hanggang naging driver na lang ako...kapagod eh. We also would bring a bike. Yun ang aming form of exercise. But I hate running after the ball kasi with my back problem. I just love dancing pero my scolio prevented me from doing so. Kaya eto, sedentary na ako...just blogging...but I see to it na I can attend my jazz class dahil I need all those stretching and a little of simple yoga mat exercises for correct breathing. Thanks to Lizel, my beautiful instructor. She's good in ballet. At grabe kung magpahirap. Pero I am given a special treatment for my back problem. Not to be afraid becoz most of the stretchings are just the same as my doc's instructions. He told me to do this almost everyday but I always fail to do it so I enrolled at Lizel's studio. Having my children around I don't grow older than my birth certificate. I always feel younger...becoz they are so bubbly and full of hopes and and so we jibe in different aspect like in music. At laging they play as critics...bago ako makaalis dadaan pa ako sa butas ng karayom. They'd check every details like what to wear, right make up, and everything...like what time I'd be home (na madalang naman mangyari 'coz I'm a homey person). Pero masarap ang feeling dahil barkada ang treatment namin sa isa't isa. We treat each one as friends. Sometimes, it also happen na may tampuhan pero nareresolve naman agad. I hate tension kasi sa bahay. No one likes me pag galit ako kasi may tendency akong mag silent mode or I go ballistic pag minsan...minsan lang...not to my family but to other person na pasaway lage. Sa bahay kasi I hate to go like this dahil alam nilang ayoko ng wrinkles. Nangaaway lang ako sa text at sa isang tao lang yun. I am very privy now and I hate making away sana but sometimes kailangan mong icorrect ang mali ng kaibigan mo. Pero kung ayaw makinig it's her fault na talaga. Eh maigsing mahaba ang aking patience. Kaya nagkaphobia na ako, so I've learned na mas masarap gawing barkada ang mga anak. They won't hate me and they will always love me for who I am. And the love will always be pure. I love my daughter becoz she's the one who puts make up on me when I'm in a hurry. Fix my mascara and iron my hair...patiently

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Words to live by....

The finest steel has to go through the hottest fire.

John N. Mitchell

Remember this...

God is in the middle of every goodness !

-Boy Abunda